My, how the time flies! Right. I have filled the time up with various activities and successes that I would not have been able to have had I been using. Family, friends, working, learning, hoping are some of what my life is like. I would like to say "how the time flies". My time often crawls by, still today, after all this time.
Who will I be? Who am I becoming? These are some of the questions I still ask myself. I have had some losses these past sober years that have left me without the innocence that I had in the beginning. I think we all kind of lose that though. It is a matter of looking at the good parts. For me, knowing that there are still good parts of my life ahead.
In this month it will have been five years since I had my last drunk and my last cigarette, as I quit smoking cigarettes at the end of August five years ago. The last time I did any recreational drugs was over five years ago. In the years since I quit drinking, I quit eating meat and consuming caffeine. There is no white granulated sugar in my house. I am getting better every day. Not saying that anyone should quit eating meat, I did it because I had health digestive problems. I feel better now.
But why did I do these things? What have I been trying to accomplish? This is of the utmost importance. I have family members who are addicts of the following: Food, drugs, alcohol, sex, gambling and even relationships. In the past, I have been a practicing addict of all the above. I would love to help a sister who is a practicing addict. I would love to show her that after drinking and drugging, etc. sobriety can possibly clear up a lot of the confusion and mess.
It's not easy, not the easiest path for sure... At first. After a while, it seems to become the only way. What do I know coming up on five years? I used to be a chronic relapser, so I know that getting clean and sober is totally worth it. It is completely doable.
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Lisa L'Heureux is the author of 7 books. Her work includes the Lisa's Sober Blog Series, This and the Man in the Moon and This One is About Domestic Violence. She lives in Alberta with her family.
Five years ago, Lisa took a life-giving "retirement", quitting practicing alcoholism.
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