I'm afraid because of my past history that they will keep me in jail. It seemed like a good idea yesterday but today I am not as brave.
This is one of the last things hanging over my head since I sobered up that is left over from my alcoholic days. Legally, anyway.
It's important for me to get all my stuff straightened out so that I may continue on my clean and sober journey, unhindered, without anything bad able to be said against me. Besides that, I feel bad about what I've done and want to make amends with that.
It's not like I came up with this idea yesterday. I have known for years that I would have to deal with this. I have been mentally preparing for it. I'm still nervous. This is the same station that kept me in the drunk tank all day after they stopped me while I was walking home from a friend's party one late morning. I hadn't had a drink all day since the night before. Native, walking down the road, maybe looking a little scruffy, all right, most definitely looking rough. Maybe! Still! Not drunk! Not staggering! Not even drinking!
I have come a long way from that and I hope that I look loved and well-cared for when I turn myself in. Not like someone that nobody would even miss.
Check for my posts on Social Media to see if I made it out of there.
Also, pray to God for me.
Those who pray.
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