Welcome! I appreciate the texts and emails I received in response to my new website. I like it too. I'm going to release my first app ASAP. That should be fun.
I am finished with my court stuff now. That's a relief. Thanks for the support on that. I was very nervous. That's what happens when I overthink things.
I never knew I could be so grateful for sobriety before I was sober. Here I am, coming up on three years and it's still fresh like yesterday that I had quit. I remember how I had my red suitcase from the seventies and it stood out and how I felt like I stood out at the treatment center. I remember how I felt, how sick I was when I first quit drinking. I cared so much what other people thought. I felt like their negative thoughts about me were true.
Now, I like to think that I am walking the walk. I work most of the time at building something solid and maintainable for myself and my family. In sobriety, I continue to remain happy and healthy for the most part. When I first quit drinking, I wanted to be around others, I went to groups and participated in different social events. Now that I am going to go into my third year, I don't feel like doing that stuff anymore for about a year now. I have figured out my people and my life for the time being.
I have to write. I have to encourage and inspire others. These are my main drives. When I get caught up in myself, I simply cannot focus on others and what might be helpful for them. I was incredibly self-centered before and now I am less so.
Thanks for reading.
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