More on P.A.W.S.

Some days are hard.  I sometimes feel like I just quit drinking yesterday!  My moods are wonky.  I feel one minute like there is light at the end of the tunnel, so to speak...and the next hour passes and my brain has got me thinking- stinking thinking and there's no hope again. EVER.

It's also difficult to trust my thoughts, yet...being so new to this logical thinking part, when I know I convinced myself in the past during my rough spots that a few drinks would ease the tension.

And I'm sure that a few drinks would ease the tension now, temporarily.

I must find out if and when the P.A.W.S. really subsides. Sometimes this is the only reason I don't pick up and that is a good enough reason for today.